For your smile – K.B

Reproach and complaining are the new slow and insidious death of the soul…

 

 

For your smile

 
For your smile
I imprisoned
Myself,
I shut
My desires.

I wanted you
To heal,
All of that
For your smile
But then ,

I spent so
Many
Lonely nights
Disposessed
Of myself,
Losing the thread
Of my thoughts,
Afraid of sleeping
Coz you’re in trouble ;

Afraid to wake up
And hear some bad
News.

I became this giant
Walking pill
Whenever you
Would call me ;

My heart would
fall from
Three stories.

Plus, there was the agony
Of constant reproach
Like a thousand cockroaches
Eating, nagging at my innocence
Despite doing what’s best for you.

All of that,
Just for your smile.

I felt poisoned
With no landmarks
Going deeper into
Despair to save your
Day ;

And despite your
Provocative attitude
I did all that for your
Smile, I did my best
For you…

Little was I thanked,
The only option was
To flee and leave
You with Time
So you can be
With yourself
And think
On how
To live again
By yourself…

 

 

K.B

 

 

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