Despite everything, I have loved – K. B

Despite everythting,
I have loved.

 
Despite the pain,
I have loved.

Despite the sickness,
I have loved.

I have been
To concerts,

I flew over
Harmonies,
Skies.

I spoke
To God,
Daemons,
Angels.

I kissed
A thousand
Times.

Despite
All that,
I have loved.

Despite
Misery,

Despite
The family,

Despite
The angry
World,

Despite
Stress
And restlessness,

I have loved.

Despite
Dangers,
Obstacles,

I have loved.

Despite
The anger,
The monotony,
The crassness
Of Cities ;

Despite
Capitalism,

Despotism,

I have loved.

I have put
My heart
On my sleeve,
I’ve been hurt,

But always
A word of
Kindness
Sufficed
To bring
Me back
From the dead.

Despite rumors,
Infidelities,
Treasons,
Scorn,

I have loved.

Despite
Asylums,

Despite
The ruthless
And reckless
World,

I have loved.

I’ve seen dawn,

I hiked through
Forests,

I ran in the night,

I collided with
Prejudice,

Despite all that,

I have loved.

Despite hate,
Daily chores
Daily rest
On polluted
Sunset shores,

I have loved.

Despite
Ugliness,
Awful
Drama,
Nagging
Trauma,

I have loved.

Despite
Influence,
Conventions,
Common good
Sense,

I have loved.

They wanted me
To be a lawyer,

I turned out to
Be a writer.

They wanted me
To shut up,

I howled
My words ;

Sometimes
Singing them.

They wanted
Me a stuck up
Kinda Muslim,

I turned to be
A loving man
For any human
On this earth.

They wanted me
Sexually unsastisfied
And ignorant,
I’ve had tons
Of tantric
Sex,

Leaving me
In ecstasy
With a weak
Smile next
To her.

They wanted
Me stuck up
In a suit
Unable
To shit
Because
Of the pressure,

They wanted
Me to be nevrosed,

They tried everything :

They took my health
,
Locked me up with
No salary,

But people welcomed
Me and cherished
Me at the time
When all that
Was left were
Manners
And light.

They wanted
Me weak,
Controlable,
Undecided,
But God,
It only strengthened
My passion,

Although
I’m coming
To a point
Of no return.

Despite all that,
I have loved.

This is not a testament.
This is a meditation
On the past.

I wish for more.

May my prayer
Be answered.

Peace.

I’m alive and well.

 

Copyright under K.B.

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